Can't I Just Have The Real John? Pretty Please?

Which John Cusack Are You?

Stop Stop Talkin Bout Who's To Blame When All That Counts Is How To Change

Well said. Would you like the back story on that?

So anyhow, yesterday for the first time in ages the ex (boyfriend) logged onto yahoo. Which I have open since my kiddobean is at home during the day and can talk to me when she is at her dads. And friends here in the office have it. Makes bitching easier. So it is always open, and much like this here blog, I like to use lyrics for my status. So for the first time in months he logs on and slaps up a line from Green Day as his status message.

"Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse"

What the fuck does that mean? Accused? Of what? Other than not getting a motherfucking job. And working on mama's house so does not count. So I am pondering just what it is that he stands accused of. And if he really thinks he has an excuse? Cause he doesn't. He fucked up and it ruined the relationship. And the bitch of it is, it is not like he fucked something up that can't be un-fucked, he just won't fix it!

Pisses me off thinking about it. I so wish I could just hate his guts and be done with it. Of course I don't and that just makes it worse.

/rude

Asshat. Broke my heart over a fucking job. Or lack of one. Lazy and love had a pitched battle and lazy won. Is it any wonder I refuse to date? You know I told him when we were together that if we split up I was done with dating. And the sad part of it is, he was always so freaking insecure about me cheating on him, that he probably thinks I am out doing the wild slut routine. As fucking if. I have excepted I am too stupid to date, and frankly, I just don't have the time. I promise you this, though. When kidlet graduates and I get to move to Atlanta, I am gonna go look him up. And if he is still King of the Slackers, I swear I will kick his sorry ass.

Angels Want To Wear My Red Shoes

Uniqueness- Your Inner Power is Uniqueness! You are very different from everyone around you, and you like it that way. In fact, you'd be furious if you were anything else. To the world outside you are a buoyant, fun loving person, and are probably pretty popular. Yet deep down you feel the urge to be accepted as who you are, and desperately want someone who is truly there for you. You are very indecisive and change your mind regularly over just about anything.You're very opinionated, and bulldoze over anyone who doesn’t share your views. At times you can be very depressed, though few people realize it with your animated personality. You are great funto be around, and enjoy shocking people with your out there views and beliefs. At times however, your urge to be different can work against you, as people don’t often enjoy their ideas of rightand wrong having any shades of grey. But don’t let them get to you; you’re an awesome person who many love. You have no doubt heaps of friends, but don’t always have that close friend/s that you want and need. You strive to be accepted for who you are, and are protective and loyal to those who earn your trust. Although at times you think there may be no one there, look around. There is someone in the shadows who desperately wants to be your friend, who maybe you just haven’t noticed. Don’t let anyone get you down, you’re the one who gives this boring world excitement and culture. Keep it up!
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: Someone different and independent. Someone who isn’t yourtypical male/female, who can accept that not everything has to be black and white, and yes, there are many, many shades of grey.
Your stone/jewel: Amethyst
Your power: Difference/Change. This is the ability to make a difference in the world, to create new ideas and opinions, and to open up the minds of others to show that there is more than one shade of grey.
Your element: Electricity/Lightening
A quote that applies to you: "Id much rather to be hated for who I am than loved for who I’m not."

Tears Of A Clown

Ok this is just not fair. If I were still dating D, he would be laughing his ass off bout now.

You are HARLEY QUINN! The Joker's hench-wench, your obsession with the clown drove you from manipulative psych-student to acrobatic harlequin. You're pretty far off your rocker, and when you're not bungling the big boss' plans, you're working with gal-pal Poison Ivy or your pet hyenas. Prepare to enter a vicious cycle of sanity pleas and attempted murder.Powers: Acrobatic Talent, Puns.Weapon of Choice: Pop gun and an oversized hammer.Greatest Weakness: Your gullibility- despite a psychology major, at times it seems like Killer Croc could outsmart you.Finest Moment: Hanging Batman upside down over a tank full of ravenous pirhanas with no possibility of escape (it would've worked, too, if it weren't for your poor puddin'!).Insanity Level: Anyone who falls for the Joker is pretty much beyond the point of no return.Quote: "I'm just crazy about... Well, hey, I'm just crazy! Mr J!

Sitting In Clover Looking For The Fifth Leaf

Well the fine folks in Hillsboro certainly have raised the bar for illegal fireworks on residential side streets. We had no official place setting them off, but I swear they had a bargeful. All over. Not just one or two inspired pyros but tons of them. I ended up going for a ride and got to see plenty o big fireworks.

At work, blah blah blah. Wonder how the ex managed with the festive day. Ex boyfriend that is. The ex husband went to a ...rodeo. I'd have paid big money to see him in that environment. Given that he called me low class and gives me shit for liking bands like the Allman Brothers and Skynyrd. Of course I was also frigid and a nympho to judge him.

Anyhow..tangent...back to the ex boyfriend. See he spent some time enjoying the hospitality of the Doraville federales over the 4th courtesy of a psycho ex of his. So it ain't his favorite time. What with that and my issues with the 29th, when we were together during that week, we were both about as relaxed as a cat in a room full of rocking chairs.

Alrighty...coffee needed. Movie tonight.