Shut Your Mouth, Try Not To Panic

Good God I am feeling so stressed these days. Totally under the gun. I have too much to do and too little time to do it in. GAH!!!!

Freak out done. My natural Scarlett O'Hara "I'll think about it tomorrow" instinct is kicking in. It is that or the coffee. I gotta get a grip. It is getting really old to wake up and realize that a month is gone and you really have nothing to remember it by. I am marking time till I can move, that is true, but I seriously need to get some balance going here. Did I mention I need a vacation?

I am still hopeful of Hawaii in April of next year. Kiddobean is clamoring to go back to Atlanta, which of course I'd love to do. Maybe shoot for that next summer. Yes I said summer. In the South. I like humidity. Sue me.

Speaking of marking time, today would be my 13th wedding anniversary. Technically it still is as the ex husband and I are legally not ex'd at all. I paid once, people. Not my problem if the child rearing as divorced parents classes were missed. I had a mom in traction and the ex is the ex. Even he admits he is totally unorganzied. So legally we are still married. Without said classes, the decree ain't gonna get signed. And now I'd have to pay again. Haven't lived together for six and a half years, but still hitched.

The upside of it is that it keeps me from doing anything stupid, like deciding to give the state of matrimony another whirl. Face it, people, if I am too stupid to date, it's a safe friggin bet I am WAY too dumb to marry. He doesn't seem to in any hurry cause it sure is a conversation stopper to any woman he dates when the whole "let's get hitched" convo comes up.

Add to that we are both monumentally lazy :p

It is kinda amusing though. But I have never been very conventional, so why should my split be any different? It's taken over 6 years but these days we get along just fine.

Miss H is thinking of setting up a blog. Would do her a shit load of good. She has too much going on and needs a way to express it. Writing works wonders for that.

We now return you to your regularly schedule lives.

Concert!

Seeing a concert tomorrow at the Edgefield with H. Gonna hit the X for drinks before had. I am betting I will look like 50 miles of hard road on Wednesday. C'est la vie! Eek..I will miss Rockstar as well. That means I gotta figure out that damn VCR thing.

Dealing with the "what the hecks" right now. As in "what the heck should I do about dinner?" Small child is at home hopefully doing something to her room. Pleas Lord let her have made some progress. And TV tonight is grim. I miss Hell's Kitchen =(

Wait...is Anthony on? Must research!

10pm! Dammit! So much for bed early. It is India too, and I am pretty sure I have seen that one. Enough rambles. I am starving.

Over and out.

Beta. A Four Letter Word

So I see Blogger has a new Beta version. Beta freaks me out. Perhaps it was the nearly 5 years of playing Everquest and paying to be an unofficial beta tester all the time that did that to me. Who knows. The template changes look cool, but I am too chicken shit to mess with Beta anything.

Looooong week. Testing on the software here at work is done, but the printing issues remain. Joy.

In addition to that, I have been worrying about H. Her moms in law passed away last Sunday. Rosary mass is Friday night and funeral mass is Saturday. I'll be at the Friday night one and most likely at the Saturday as well. I just hope that H takes it easy on herself. She is so stubborn!

And if you read this Miss H....HUSH! You are TO stubborn.

Spending Monday next week part time at work (4 hours) and the rest of the day running around getting kidlet registered. More fun :P

Ok I am running behind. I keep meaning to do the Meyer Briggs test and post that link. Hopefully this weekend.I find those test fascinating.